why do things have to change?

why do relationships have to end?

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well this weekend was pretty fun! so lets recap!

friday

my parents made me go to my aunts moms viewing.. so yess i went there for a while and prayed. after that i met up with angelo at chuck e cheese for sheilla's bday! yayyy! freaking gelo swears he can cheat his way into getting more tickets! turns out we lost even more! what a looooser! hahaah so yea we ate and played games there.. pretty fun!

saturday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHEILLA! whoo hoo!

so TIN woke me up at like 9 and thats early for me! haha soooo yeaa then i got ready and jrose picked me up at 11:30 and we headed off to dia's house. after we picked him up we went over to jay's! whoo hoo formal date! haha when we got there jay was still taking a shower so jrose and i played with his cool pillow from urban outfitters =) haha. the four of us decided to go to SOUTH COAST PLAZA to pick up jay's shirt! yes we're big ballers! haha jk! so we all walked into LV, coach, tiffany's, and lacoste pretending like we were rich! which made it even more fun! " DO YOU WANT THAT ONE?" "all right ill take 3" hahah after window shopping there.. we went to the "the Lab". Jay convinced me to buy some new dunks! so now we have matching ones! we shall rock them to formal! how exciting =P and yeaa i saw a really hot worker at urban.. haha , so yeaa we finally took care of formal business. we went to a florist by seafood city and yeaa the cheapest corsage was 40..and yeaa thats a no no and plus we didnt want a whole boquet our arms! haha so we went to one by jay and dia's house. we got some pretty fly ones with orchids and stuff. and jay's boutinere has a FRUIT on it! haah jk! sooo yeaaa we went back to jays then all headed out. jrose and i got some food and then went back to her house and just grubbed haha.. i played with nathan hes fun! haha.. well yeaa that was super fun soo 100 pts to that!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

wow time flys by so fast, its amazing how many meaningful events can happen in one year. ones that will last for a lifetime. many of them good and a fair share of bad ones. 03 has been a really great year..and i hope 04 will be even better.

new years eve was okay i guess. didnt do anything very eventful, went to a family friends house, spent it there. over all okay. created tension between parents and myself, that was a burn..ill have to fix that.

i woke up at 4 today, so basically wasted most of the day. i feel like a bum =/ but the day picked up when i received a call from miss RIA MELINA CABANERO! caught up with that girl! reminisced on past years! very touching, i know! it actually made me realize what past years have brought in my life, very sentimental, haha yes

working on my reolustion

but yess to everyone out there have a super fantastic year!

practially a yr and half away..scarry!